I’m kind of at this gross point where I feel like all fiction and literature is the same and everything has been done and my talents are just kind of useless in this day and age. Everything I’ve been reading and watching feels so bland to me. The magic is dead. I’m hoping to find something that inspires me again, something that proves me wrong and ignites my imagination again. Lately I’ve been watching a lot of old Japanese animated films. They’ve given me some inspiration, but it also depresses me because I feel like I’ll never be able to create anything like that. I’ve been in this rut for some time and I hope I can get out of it soon. As discouraged as I feel there’s still something inside of my that itches to create.